because your emotions are tricky.
sometimes they're spot on to how you really feel.
and sometimes they are the result of tricky little ladies i like to call hormones.
and you spend a lot of time (if you are me) sorting through which one is which.
and (if you're also me) a lot of times you feel like a looney tune.
last night i had a meltdown.
i was overwhelmed with well, life.
and mr. lesley was there for the brunt of it.
it got so bad that at one point i even said (through my tears mind you).
"what if i don't look pretty in my wedding dress?"
and then this morning i emailed him to say that my feelings last night were real and not the result of pms or some other girly thing, so he should take them seriously.
but now, i think they actually were the result of something girly.
and when i tell him that he will be confused.
heck, i'm confused.
and all i have to say is...
it's hard work being a woman.